Monday, September 19, 2011

Good morning world, I was sitting in church yesterday morning and our pastor was speaking on prayer and how God answers and it got to me to thinking, again, about who was before my mom left and who I am now and the part of me that got lost in the shuffle.  I won’t be the same person I was before my mom left because I was a young girl, I wasn’t very nice, I was daddy’s girl and I wasn’t happy with myself.  Now I am a grown woman with a husband and children, I am much nicer, and I am overweight.  I need to find the confident, strong and fearless girl that got lost.

I believe that the reason why I haven’t been able to stick to a weight loss program/lifestyle change is because I don’t feel like myself and so during church I decided that with God’s help I am going to fine me again and in the process I will find the thin, healthy, sporty, sassy girl I was and the woman that I am now.  I need to be happy with who I am and that is why I have to figure out who I am and who I want to be.  I also believe that on this road to finding me I will reach my dreams and goals because in order to do that again, I need to know who I am to figure out who I want to be.

I have the tools I need to begin my walk on this road and I need to implement them and not be afraid.  In order to not be afraid I need to pray and reach out to God and put my life in His hands.

I will still be blogging about my interests and my day- to- day life and my talk show forum-like blog because that is what I want to do; have a talk show like blog, so I hope you enjoy it.  Sorry I was away so long but I have been trying to figure out what I want to do and now I have the map for the “road trip” that is figuring out who I am.

Have a great day and see you tomorrow.

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